Searching

I am searching for answer that no one seems to understand. I continue to journey for it but I feel it’s way beyond my means. I talk to God about it but he hasn’t called me back , maybe he’ ll give me a ring when he knows what to say. My son is my little light he keeps me still in darkness and when I think I have it bad he gives me some revelation.

He points out toward things that sometimes I take for granted. Food on our table and a roof to sleep under he reminds me without God where would we be without it. Although my question involes my light and shining son but God resumes to remind me he may be autistic but smarter than most can be.